life · sail

more options to downunder

1. Jetstar
KL - Syd, Melb or Brisbane
3 times weekly from 9th Sept

2. AirAsia X (couldn't find its link..)
is ready to fly out of KLIA this September 8


cheaper to eu

1. Oasis HK
HK - London Gatwick
starting £75 one way

2. AirAsia X
KL - Stansted or Manchester

3. Emirates
SIN - LON/CDG/GLA
S$842 .. -_-"

Labels: 2007, Australia, Flight, UK

fly, really flying, i'm already departing,
accelerating, only not feeling it.
blend, milky clouds with sky, creamy sky.
silence, i heard this moment, disturbing by these memory
flip to the front back all the while
tear out you fellows precious one
throw the rest and move on
not anymore.. the colour of the sky, orange, yellow, beige, creamy.

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there my milk served, in a cup.
bubble, bubbles, laying.
do you want to return to the surface that once exist?
and dissolve as floating air..
vision passes you, but you're soon dissapeared..
eh?? turning cup, pause at my left feet.
my mind stop running, pick it up
i passed the cup to the neighbour passenger,
by red eat up the creamy.. on my right hand side
what is going on?
my life, since when it become chasing, rushing all the way each in temporary condition.
i feel so upset everytime leaving from somewhere to the other.

anyway, i'll be home soon, sweetest muar.
all the while, all the stupidness, incredible events, wonderful people,
through this year, no one escape in this moment.
sorry to anyone if i've done anything wrong to hurt you.
i miss you.
eight months from now, sydney again below my eye, spring to the back,
far, a spot, a landmark, everything, anything, layers of a story to tell.
i'm with a more touching heart when i m back.

Labels: 2005, Australia

The Canvas

After this holiday, I'm out facing not myself. From the first couple of days, I'm not entirely here.
This never happen to me and not suppose to 'happen' as my holiday was a great one.
But I found myself not returning, or I was back to where I don't belong. I can't explain why is this happen. Suddenly, I scared of changing like this. I almost decided going home end of this year; wish I could be safe in my shelter than throw to random occurrences all by myself. my heart went under nowhere.
although, it travels in this situation, I'll light it up before left for the next pace. This ship is not gotta stop, it travels as canvas detemine by wind flow.
Lots to resolve than swallow from these wonderful winter volunteer works, at the same time catch up uni heavy workloads.
Fate, I have no idea what this all done to me, I might not liking it,
I'm not too small, and I wanna climb up and looked bigger, gonna cross this and back catching up pace of my dreams, very soon. reformat, keep updated..

i'm waking myself to continue my old sweet dreams
facing tomorrow with a difference smile
instead of looking on the massy puzzles everywhere
i chose to step away

Labels: 2005, Australia, Self-confusion

surprisingly, the more i online here, chinese websites i logged on at most,
the more i listen to the local radio, i hate it..
even though i dun wanna say that, not that i hate Newcastle, i really, miss mandarin, deeply.

Labels: 2005, Australia

Here I came to the 'N' time waking-still night, pondering over this and that..
It's been thousand minutes passed since I really blog on computer. Pause and replay. My brain had blog itself while my eye meet some soft of key that could unlock this long-rest brain to catch words into a basket.
I'd been pondered, of what and how after getting to the foreign land.
Maybe I'm just worried, or maybe this is the natural of human being. Been planned is a great thing to make myself comfortable and on top of that would not be scare if happened next step over me was empty. It always have to be something, to make myself awake and dare, and step forward without hesitation. Maybe I always need a goal to keep my own enthusism moving on.

Will I returning myself to the world of Maze; searching for the cheese, with another kind of needs? Sometimes this tempted my pace. Anyone wants that, or should I say, scared of that. A total change. Let's see if one's face or hair were white.
Soon i gonna throw this out and back to Maze if I found pain in the middle of something; before the old member of the Maze have returned.
At that time, how will be my cheese taste to me, to suit this life.
I never knew I'll go till here, where the light is off. Einstein, gotta follow your step.
Endless night.. not without me light it up.

Labels: 2005, Australia, Self-confusion

each day brings its own surprise.
fate have delivered me signs. and i dont know to care.
Lately, i was like a fragile oriental butterfly waiting to be rescued from the third world, of no word could best inteprete my deepest feeling on my 21st birthday. Often tempted by a small little thing, i was screwed up myself on my birthday and i dont commit that, not until my affectionate mates came in with a freshly-bake english cinamon cake. it ended up to be a happy night and sweet dream.

at the moment of silence a night like this, I often think about how I play different part now and future. would tomorrow not running the likeliness of my illusions. exicitements springs my mind as possibilities pop up and shine it out of frame..


A day of glad, a day with blessed.
Simply the absolute day.
A blend of laughter and tears,
A mixture of homesickness and leisure,
Friends you graced my day..
Thanks for giving me,
An unsolicited, unsophisticated beautific day.

Labels: 2005, Australia, Excitements

It's been a month since we start our uni..
many things run by random tracks in front of me,
unplanned events and people.. that's full of fun and thoughts,
of what a life could be here.
occasionally, for now,things been settle down.. yeah.

I start to love the weather here,
every morning, the light breeze flow across,
(well, nevermind the speeding drivers..)
never have the tire mood as i step up to campus,
as a foreign face to those.
the sun seems to be friendly to my skin this season,
save my lotion for d next summer.. heheh.
everything gone back to the kinder position, i guess.

Now then, my brain starting to processing,
in the place that i got to be familar with for a year,
there's a task to define myself before starting my design,
what style i am into.. can i do the best of me here..
i start to plan for it all.
i was bring to new challenge..

Labels: 2005, Australia, Self-Improvement