The Canvas
After this holiday, I'm out facing not myself. From the first couple of days, I'm not entirely here.
This never happen to me and not suppose to 'happen' as my holiday was a great one.
But I found myself not returning, or I was back to where I don't belong. I can't explain why is this happen. Suddenly, I scared of changing like this. I almost decided going home end of this year; wish I could be safe in my shelter than throw to random occurrences all by myself. my heart went under nowhere.
although, it travels in this situation, I'll light it up before left for the next pace. This ship is not gotta stop, it travels as canvas detemine by wind flow.
Lots to resolve than swallow from these wonderful winter volunteer works, at the same time catch up uni heavy workloads.
Fate, I have no idea what this all done to me, I might not liking it,
I'm not too small, and I wanna climb up and looked bigger, gonna cross this and back catching up pace of my dreams, very soon. reformat, keep updated..
i'm waking myself to continue my old sweet dreams
facing tomorrow with a difference smile
instead of looking on the massy puzzles everywhere
i chose to step away
After this holiday, I'm out facing not myself. From the first couple of days, I'm not entirely here.
This never happen to me and not suppose to 'happen' as my holiday was a great one.
But I found myself not returning, or I was back to where I don't belong. I can't explain why is this happen. Suddenly, I scared of changing like this. I almost decided going home end of this year; wish I could be safe in my shelter than throw to random occurrences all by myself. my heart went under nowhere.
although, it travels in this situation, I'll light it up before left for the next pace. This ship is not gotta stop, it travels as canvas detemine by wind flow.
Lots to resolve than swallow from these wonderful winter volunteer works, at the same time catch up uni heavy workloads.
Fate, I have no idea what this all done to me, I might not liking it,
I'm not too small, and I wanna climb up and looked bigger, gonna cross this and back catching up pace of my dreams, very soon. reformat, keep updated..
i'm waking myself to continue my old sweet dreams
facing tomorrow with a difference smile
instead of looking on the massy puzzles everywhere
i chose to step away
Labels: 2005, Australia, Self-confusion
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