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25岁像似沉思的一年 过去以往的 再学一次
记起忘了的 用新的角度看 一些现实的
轻松和不轻松的对待 的不同
多些的认同 少些的可惜 多些的明白而不计较
要零负担 零压力 零戒心 零负面想法
才能感梦想 相信自己

事事不如意 太多的不情愿灾难一再发生
能够的话 出自于真诚的心
让人开心 让人感受到关怀吧
灰会散 高唱明天会更好

Labels: 2009, Self-Improvement

为什么人有太多的戒心
快速的生厌 快速的否定 快速的戒心 快速的懊恼
没有允许的空间让我梦想得太远
而是无情的判我有罪
难道艰苦的过去是为了之后自责更深刻吗

为什么老记得别人如何对你不好
而不是悟是你让他们对你不好了
框框 是自己画的 remember?

Labels: 2009, Self-confusion

人总是要经历一些东西才会有不同的领悟
也要尝试一些不同的东西才不会一成不变
老古板害怕改变是生活中最不方便的嗜好

但一成不变=没梦想=知足？
有梦想不知足的人会不会很可怕呢

Labels: 2009, Self-confusion

放下了世界更辽阔 轻松地哼着歌
不会猜测他今天心情好不好
融入了这里 一切归零 的感受>>>
是没有了 是曾经了 不现在式了
该忙的 好重要的 多着呢
一个新发型 一盆花 一张贺卡
抱着希望更美丽圆满的故事

Labels: 2009, Excitements, Life's changing

‘也许’太多 经一场洗礼 选择后 所有都成长顺理
‘未来’太多 经顺水逆风 机会后 峰回路转又一春
原来的命运不在原地 人生没有重来

知道太多 反而喜欢和朴素的人相处
一颗简单的心 就够了

Labels: 2009, self-adjustment

Discovered River Island in Vivocity. handbags i luv them..
caught Boost in KLCC.. love fruit juice!
grasp Max Brenner's at Esplanade... .. chocolate melties!
Good to have it here and it's so near! Yeah lucky me!

When is H&M, Costa and Primark's turn? so greedy...

Labels: 2009, Excitements

Emailing.. is very different from writing a letter and folding an envelope where I can spare a muse thinking how my penpals' look be as he/she slice to open it.
The last time I post to a real penpal was like over 10 years ago.. By reading box of my past years letters, it was like revealing a sweet gifts from someone not very far.. I started this since I was in Kindergarten..

When I was young I wanted to become a postwoman, what a dream.. haha.. Why? Hmm.. Because of many reasons.. I could choose the type of paper and spread my wilderness jar, be it a highlighted pencil, stickers and pieces of tangible fabrics; I can use any language or include many things in my mind with my pen, or fill with a handmade component before I glued it -- It's specially made only for a particular friend. In short, it's the warmness of writing a letter for someone to show that I care and receiving a letter with joy as they replied. My everyday enthusiasm will be to bring that special surprise to someone, whether he/she is happy or lonely, whether it's cloudy or sunny. Becoming the person who bring them what they are waiting for days and nights; either a letter from their love ones, an offer to university or corporate or from a long lost friends overseas. A postman/postwoman would accumulate every smile and keep distribute with passionate, with the wind and sunshine as their close companions.

This become inappropriate as we now have Internet, everything was about pressing on the keyboards and less about sensual little dramatic sketchy handwriting. Occasionally I'll take a ballpoint in hand and write a few lines on a postcard/greeting card for my dearest friend before I know how much I miss them whenever I was travelling and wish to share my present moment. Similar to reading, writing, too, has a means of discovery.

Labels: 2009

That's not so sweet to only care about the counterproductive of being realistic
let go the emotion, seek to understand, be tolerance
although any form of rejection of giving up who I am make sense
try, adapt to the culture; blend, to the colour closest
then, the hell same old clouds of his climbing up to my head
from very different, very ordinary, then, very similar to everyone's concealment

Is it that everyone should have just gone through the way like everyone had done; to the greys of reality and then swim upstream in searching for their dream because they've left their chance somewhere in the journey; a dream that will always be the one they dying to get, and leisurely be retire to. Why some people love to build cruel reality with or without concerning of their own comfort or even realise what they're doing aint contributing and then involving more people to making it more complicated? Couldnt everything lay as nice and easy as it's supposed to as it have always been, or is this the contrast you're showing because the best is yet to come to fetch me up if I shut my mouth and work out well like the other human beings, or am I just having myself too many unnecessary thinking...

Forget about the turnaround, sometimes life is just as simple as having one triplechoc muffin that many have taste before, that is just a very simple way of enjoying life, why so serious. In the mean time, though realism in me was about to tune in if to fix, I'll keep myself remember that everything is as nice as it have always been.. Cant help to agree in many ways infants are cleverer, let's go teatime!

Labels: 2009, self-adjustment

An empty shell couldn't yell because too much voices would reflect to the brain

Rules vs Rights
Promises vs Lies and Excuses
Downshifter vs Civilise


please
remain silent
i just want to be me

Labels: 2009, Self-confusion

EXPERIMENT NO. 11
certain circumstance certain living species on and off over time keep going keep moving

OBJECTIVES
>with different events, take note for the changes
>with similar events, take note for the changes

CASE STUDIES AND REACTIONS
1. [yesteryears new comers say goodbye, becoming part of memories]
..:memories stored...:....::some fragmented:....::.::...:changed its meaning::.:...moments run onwards:..::.:...:new thoughts replace old thinking...:::..::.:.....::.:..forgotten parts of a 100% yesterday....::::...:...::....:lost some moments..:.::::.:.::on and off increasing the likeliness in particular personalities:...::
2. [today old friends say hello, coming back weaving new moment]
..:::..:.....:defragmented..:::..:..:...::..memories replaced memories..::..::...auto-delete performs..::...:reload some hidden parts as portable cells..::....:rewind:..::::..::..

POSSIBLE CIRCUMSTANCE AND SIDE REACTION
3. [tomorrow new species coming]
:::...:creating new profiles..::hint personality..::..:..:store new purpose new world.::..:might cause old memories aint pure aint accurate..:.....

RESULTS
>with different events -> therefore 45% stored -> it's not the same
is like re-enter this world as a new old folk chasing past tense, trying to communicate more about oneself
>with similar events -> but 63% destroyed -> it's not the same
is like coming to old memories, disconnect from the present self


CAUSES
it's not good forgetting things about you yesterday
who, then, i am from which chapter which thought
it's not good fragmented things about you today
who, then, i will from which chapter which thought

QUESTION FROM THE EXPERIMENT
is this, if that's what it called, running round and round,
way repeating and still can return as very own self and/or
way each different self caused by auto-reaction to prove as being flexible individual

REVIEW
knowing cases and causes does matter because people, you're always connected
and i care about how my reaction to your feelings



Report prepared by
HL 12.05.09

Labels: 2009, Life's changing

热辣辣的夏午 世界在变化

还好 我 还不是气球

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拿起_拿起了__拿起的___和拿不起的
放开___放开了__放开的_和放不开的
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拿起 因为想清楚了而没遗憾
拿不起的 定放下

放下了 想再拿起
放下了 想再拿也拿不到
放下了 无力再得到
放下了 奋力想起
放下了 知道的
放下了 洒脱过 世界辽阔
放下了 忘了

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拿得起_放得下
寻找平衡点
最终_想通__一直以来的未来含过去
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拿不起。。 或潜意识拿起了 所以放不下
理上 平衡 有点了

热辣辣的夏午 轻飘飘
拿不起的 和放不开的 一起飞呀

Labels: 2009, Self-confusion

It is good to remember the past but don’t let the past capture your future
The greatest thing about life is that is moves ahead and never goes back
Just remember when it moves ahead

a new beginning starts

Pravs J

Labels: 2009, Anonymous

Vicky = 平衡的中道

别人认为你是一个新鲜的、有活力的、有魅力的、好玩的、讲究实际的、而永远有趣的人；一个经常是群众注意力的焦点，但是你是一个足够平衡的人，不至於因此而昏了头。他们也认为你亲切、和蔼、体贴、能谅解人；一个永远会使人高兴起来并会帮助别人的人。

http://info.china.alibaba.com/quiz/detail/v51-q1065.html#quiztt

Labels: 2009, Life Quiz

Undoubtedly, the next years will be difficult..
here's words for encouragement

-----> A downturn is the chance to position yourself for the next upturn..
_The recession is actually pushing individuals to reach their next level
_Many unemployed architects have been stepping out of their comfort zones, forcing them to rethink their true potential and ability to venture into other fields
_Many use their architecture degrees and professional experience as a launching pad into other successful careers

-----> There's ups and there's downs, this will rebound, and out of it a new architecture will be born. Mark my words, innovation will prevail..

_We need to stop this mass commiseration, sharing our collective depression is forging a new link in the chain of despair..
_Trying every single day to get to the next day, and remain positive about the future
_remind myself that although we live in this moment, we do not live for this moment

source from Archinect

Labels: 2009, Architecture

这一天， 终于到来
改变， 应该常有
可以拿得起， 放得下

最后一次， 有那么黑的白天 那么的城堡
原来，有好多不想回忆的事情

回程， 把novels都收了 一直在打游戏机

‘想不通的别再烦， 因为世界在改变
理不清就该放下， 因为没有所谓的完美
对吗， 不对了吗’

两小时前 渐亮起的灯叫醒了我
不记得的梦 参杂许多的太开心及太想念

梦。。。 醒
和三年前比起来， 放下， 其实不难

Labels: 2009, Self-Improvement, UK

如果人生如戏
3 2 1 戏码为何不搭
听到, 看到, 读不到
这一刻的空间里, 好像有好多颜色幅射着
看, 看不到所谓的青红皂白
谁, 下一秒换谁做游戏主人家

又或是, 以灰色角度来看
没有黑, 没有白
一切是如此理所当然

讨厌的可以喜欢, 喜欢的可以不要
讨好对的人, 利用对的人
没完全不对, 没什么大不了
日子, 这样才过得去
圆滑下去, 原来, 是人生最该学的沟通方式

Labels: 2009, Self-confusion