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do me a favor.. change time and date of today

8.12.04


A new Year is just around the corner,
today, i know where my tomorrow is,
but i dunt know where the next step reach,
i know how to get it done,
but i dont know should i start or stay,
i hate to be unsure of my future.

time had the ability to let go something,
something that have passed,
i dont remember what it is.

when it was absent,
i see many things, passion, care.
when it wasn't,
i see loneliness, sacrifactions, emptiness.

life is full of choices..
tell me if you are still in precious position of my life.

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"The Power Of Dream"

11.11.04


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6.9.04


Why, do I fall to dream, when been home.


So comfortable,
so much love, and care.

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Speed, I found its fantastic look in dance and music,
Gain is the experience and confidence.
Curiousity grow in weekend,
Trial and error making difference nosh in plate,
Sunflower my instant fragrance,
Sweetly traveled and absorbed in the air to mind.
Subang, is another place soon categorized in my memory album;
Every corner, every step.

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Beginning ..

2.8.04


Whoa, that’s it.. My first week of college has ended.
Wonder how long since I lay my finger on this keyboard, familiar yet fresh to me, like how those days was to me; somehow begin as fulfillness.

This semester, like no other, reminding the real things out the class; some ‘ingredients’ we’ve put aside in design. How could I, forget about my brother words. It applied to various situations. Well let’s say, who wants the hell of the unpractical, the cosy crap if there’s something more civilized design on offer; this is something a consumer, or a developer might think. In short, artists have to do something that fill needs in the market, not in mind. Structures, environmental science, projetc management help remind me this.

When the real world has ‘arrived’, when it’s meant to be seem crystal clear, get out of your frame, one has to overgo it.
To survive, the first priority, is to keep the line moving at a breakneck pace. Short of going out to the real world to hold a wind of change; to know how's the trade movement, one might be placed in trouble in solace. However, be the first is not the way to fit the bill.

Perhaps, this world runs with a system which euphemistically coated, exists to make its residents live in tracts of luxurious. Beautiful cities as prosperities, beautiful expression on faces, beautiful words surround ears, the truth is, it this all real, the answer somehow not important though. You’ve used to it, don’t you.

Today, there comes a new member as housemate, someone from TCPJ, perhaps a double greatness to me. Somebody who is more mature, thoughtful and yet enhance her personalities. All brand new happenings reducing all types of disharmony to the minimum, in that case it seems to have had a particular resonance, not least because we’re united, my life in second home back on right trade once again, I like to live in that way, life, is to celebrate.

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29.7.04


Lean on the railings
Watch the birds flapping in the gentle breeze
Houses could be bared see
Under the warmth of the sun on a cold autumn day
I found a bleakless landscape
I found a tree by stillness lake
The remaining red and brown leaves
Left on its branches
Added colour to the clear blue sky
This place was far too interesting to be reading a book
Didn’t you hear it
A sound of heavenly peace and quietness


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Dream of fall

13.7.04



Animation done with sand then spraypainted and sand blown off


This is one of the images i pick from
various miscellaneous projects at school.
Looking from top left to the end,
can you see the one or more human
falling down to the below.
Interesting creation..

if this dream mirrors the opposite,
perhaps this human wish to fly up,
let gravity controlled not,
and let falling impossible.

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simplicity

7.6.04


How long ever since I sitting with the natural wind from my window, my breakfast of spancake, milo, and mix fm was on.
How long I never have a cup of cincau in my hometown, a simple lunch of porridge and the whole family.
accelerate with my bicycle and wind along the sea, how long i miss this scene.
Nothing precious as every minute I own now, today I am someone who is easy to get satisfied. No task to complete, no inner stress, no forcing.
Simple is the best for me.

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today, tomorrow

Another single piece of dusk drop to my desk, then disappeared.
just like a leave ship the river,
Still,
Keeps moving..
Every minute, how much changing..

Red, blue, yellow,
what kind of mood that sky tells you,
hot, cold, warm,
did the weather really matter.

the shops still open, the shares still running,
the traffic jam, never end.
people, following the routine, everyday..
people, forget how to express, like the sky..


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22-5-04

Every day seems to be the same as yesterday, loneliness sitting there watching me, red hot sun hanging up right burning my skin like nothing happen, I am again facing with dissatisfactions after so long, that’s what human beings do. My friend chains become smaller and lesser in this semester because I owned no time for them. Housemates enjoy the time with the TV, shopping and bf, I’d spend all I have with T-square, autocad, tracing paper, superglue..
Seems to give up everything that I ever care. I am sick with no way out. I couldn’t be someone I am not. What for continuing with all these? Why not I spend my time on some other events and people around. Why didn’t I think of it. I had lose what I have in the beginning. Because I couldn’t get the confirmation. I have lost many opportunities that seems too late to care, what if I could turn back time..



28-05-04

Eventually, I choose to go back to my hometown rather than to work, and I am happy with my decision while some other issues might just spoilt my view on architecture after some working experiences sharing from friends. I knew I lose a hard-to-get chance to learn from the real world in architecture firm but couldn’t afford to take the risk. Goodbye to that job. I’ll come back to you. Soon.
Pretty satisfied with my studio final project, especially my concept. Even though I couldn’t make a nice and proper presentation board as what I did in last semester, at least the whole idea it’s much more better than the previous one. Thanks to Mr. Liaw’s teaching methods that helps me explode my own design thinking intangibly, I was deeply sick with my roof for 2 months, to create a harmony look on the whole, my design thoroughly lie on me, to introduce the new arts: music-architecture, the golden section created by the vibrating strings, reverberating manner of the seashells, the gathering of circles by curves lines, the earpieces shape that represent the audience to the music; the beauty of the café when it was blended with music, song and concrete space, free to add in more ideas and so on, and thank to the talent classmates that pushes me putting more affords to hit equal, of course I couldn’t made it because every individual have their own personal style.

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to be not or to be

18.5.04


I found some of my classmates shared lots of interest in deconstructivism regard to the passing history project 2. I used to fond of this topic. However, for now, after last year approach, I knew I had not deeply approaching it, I just devoid of going on.
Decon is a new way of architectural expressions, can be thought of as one-step higher from contemporary, depending on individualize. Perhaps, we are facing the introduction of new vision of the world; a destructive vision.
Mankind has patiently constructed during centuries, during millennia. Leading architects create new design principles or constructions that make today lives simpler, and even better. For examples the La Citta Nuova by Antonio Sant’ Elia, gives ideas of interconnected new city with large-scale high scale buildings; the dom-ino priciples by Corbu. and so on. Pretty obvious, it’s constructivism, the design been improving to help new designs happen in the future.
Back to the point, decon, is a new thing that there’s no history to relate to. If it was to put right after the trade above in the history, was it represented itself a philosophy of orders that comes in from nowhere, “that wants to replace knowledge with lies.”
It wasn’t my words, I picked it because somebody had make stronger point to support the sentences, I found it reasonable and further add on my own opinions.
After some short reading, some been saying it’s “extremely serious danger”, which I found it’s pretty extravagant, unfair and decolorized the truly side of decon. ‘Trying’ to destroy the site, it did, I really see his point. It’s been arrogant to the historical buildings, the surroundings (landscapes and context), or even to the human scale and comforts (I’m quite sure those examples found in books give the feels if ones approached the spaces through the interiors and plans).
Decon, some categorized it as expressionism, which some of the buildings speaks out itself as its large-scale plate flows, to the north, the south, to the sky; unarranged. It might follow some kind of shape in geometry. For me, the geometry applied isn’t mean anything here. In those buildings, what I saw is that geometry was just a decoration behind the design, if it does applied; it lost the use of geometry where in past years, historical buildings that had applied the geometry or golden sections was to make the whole design looks more comfortable, well arranged and so on. On the other hand, was it trying to express with the help of geometrical arrangements just to make the whole building speak out in massy, was it help here?
Nevertheless, historians can tell the developments by looking at the design of buildings of every period and that what was happen at that period. What was worried here are those buildings, that looks unhealthy, wasn’t it express our society is sick with something; the concept behind, was that mean our society facing some sort of problems that intangibly make the designers thinking of the way of design these buildings, which is best to express the feels. Is that the whole world was ‘injured’ somewhere, it needs some ‘cure’ by deconstruct some bad memories, and continue with some new kind with different approaches. But I don’t seem it’s reasonable to deconstruct the historical buildings around too. It’s been out of topic, I knew. Returning..
Decons buildings, with new shapes, the unusual ones, not all community can accept. For them, it was perhaps ridiculous since they do not understand the meaning behind the design.
In design a building, practical is as important as acceptable; acceptable for communions, as been rational; acceptable to the surroundings, as been respect; acceptable to human senses, as been perceptive. If allow to proliferace, I treasure a better decon with respects, an upgraded ones. Alternatively, maybe, decon will continue to act in contrast to all, as it always been, depending the architects we have now, and future.

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my day!!

It’s been another day, after sitting too long in front of the screen, studying the ppt of history.. Again, I opened up My pictures: the precious moment..
Whenever I see those pictures, I feel relax, feel I’ve been surrounded, never been lonely.
Each smile on the faces, every laughter created in the trips.. Every pictures speaks itself; happy and sorrow moments, wash away my stresses ( ya, making me typing this too =p), and makes me smile in the chair late on 2mid night.( ops! My roommate might mistaken what had happen to me..) My Documents just couldn’t have the tender to let me throw out all this pictures since its tummy still got tons of space and it knew I won’t do this.

Yesterday, I allowed myself rest in happiness. (I took leave man :p) It was such a lovely day end with peacing night. Even though some of my friends I had lost contact with, they still able to send their big surprise right on my stonehouse table! I have classmates sang for me, warm SMSes, calls from dearest siblings( touched to hear from them tonight), went out yamcha in SS2 till 3, and also chicken chop chatting dinner time. It wasn’t the first time I have friends celebrate together, but since it happened to be in this semester, erhem, yeah, is this semester, that makes it so happening to me. Can’t imagine the day I lose all of you, and I can’t get myself to feel it. Not just today, everyday with you all was unforgettable.
…………………………………………………………………………………………

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plastisin

22.4.04


getting closer to the end of this sem, final is around the corner, my dear friend, stress coming back to my side, hahaha, wonder why it move so fast and change its position in my mind.
with all this happen, i am sure strong enough to get through, but less of flexible thinking that makes me weak, which is the same the principle as hard tub is the one to break down compare to flexible plastisin.
hmm.. maybe plastisin is kind of good material that has those outstanding character to learn to. no matter how it was treat, it wasnt destroyed and can be try to reshape, to a better one. it could stick to any material(except liquid), climb on one shoulder, to look higher, to be kiasu.. haha.
anymore? tell me, class started now.

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happy always!

16.4.04


i feeling bad when reading some of my classmates blog, it's partly expressing their grey mood, blue mood.. i hope if i could help..

obviously, i've changed myself alot recently, and i realise it's a good change which i should have done earlier on, but then it happen now to solve all my problems in mind that i suppose to have, renew my thinking to everything surround, and the most important thing is, my 'stress' level had successfully cut down to 20% of which i had before (or maybe less!).
i started to see whats the essence in life, and i change my lifestyle to achieve something call happiness. before, i thought that perfection is the essence of life, i've tried to achieve it according to my ability until i saw nothing in return but sadness, and barriers keep coming. and finally, i decided to let go this feeling. whatever it is, i dont gonna care thoroughly anymore, as long as i have done what i suppose to, i have managing myself to do what i could in time, nomore forcing sleepless night.. i kept the midnight oil to burn on the next morning.. =) and use the extra time to be a happy person i used to be.

as what prof tajudin said:' time is like a river, it keeps flowing on without you realise how fast it is, and one day you hav to stop it and see what is going on in your life, what's wrong when it flow along...'
maybe this is what happen to me past few weeks as something force me to stop a while and i start to see other things around,which i dont often 'see' before, my friends around, my housemates, and dont just look straight, there's more things around you. keep seeing, experiencing my life, not in the old chain i used to be. happiness is the top priority in doing something.

maybe my housemate was right, ''after gone through the tough scars in life, that means something better is nearer to you, there's never hardship all the way.'' and when you see something better, because you mean to see it, because you are not the person you were before.

for now, i m satisfy with my life, i m happy with it, i dont stuck myself for complicated thoughts, as i have all my friends with me, i own the best treasure in life, what else should i ask for. good thing never long last, but i hope i could extent. take care.

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book u rock

13.4.04


Wonder why even though so many raining days this season, the weather is still hot and humid. My herbal tea is soon ‘stock last’. .
Anybody please devote a little bit more time to me, if that’s possible..
Just don’t know why recently pretty much things attract my enthusiastic mind wake and keen to do more researches, or to say, I don’t mind spending the whole week to read the whole book, a particular one. More than three was in mind, but only one is with me now, another one make itself invisible in library(please be returned soon..), and the last doesn’t exist or remain oversea.
This book seems like VM’s diary that Harry found in Harry Potter second series, just open any page randomly, I imagined myself communicating to the person right now, or just sitting right beside while the interview was taken place somewhere, I wasn’t home. But it wasn’t made a perfect book as it doesn’t own any picture of buildings or diagrams.
I shouldn’t open it days before history test, I make me ‘wasting’ time for some secondary reading and intend to write something about it.
The main purpose of this blog is to remind myself and continue my enthusiasm to read it during the holiday, hahah!
Frankly I lost out lots of opportunity to get to know many things, because short of time to do so. This semester, there are too many things to research thoroughly to achieve my satisfaction on the understanding and clear on that particular architect or building.
The influence to my movement is various, motivation from lecturers, assignments and my own interests.
Eventually I am tired in this unprecedented semester, I wish I could find a part- time job to earn to cut down my expense and make myself meeting various kind of people and occasion so that college life isn’t a boring one.

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3.4.04


Wings delude to carry on before the penny finally dropped,
it change its speed, down to the pool,
Look out in the reflection on the water. .

Wings ought to carry on, wishing cloud will uncover its surface for sunny day;
Wishing star will show the way to coastal forest.

And finally, rainbow appear,
Never mind looking from the pool.
I knew, the rainbow isn’t for me.

Flying up again, this time,
I am going to built my own bridge,
never let go any seed that has best possibility to glow beautiful flower,
sky don’t shine, I gonna make myself bright.

Tomorrow, is the justification for today.
The answer overshadowed, is it far in front?
It isn’t important to me anymore,
Because, I have done everything I want today.

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summary of..

10.3.04


this semester is passing pretty fast, without my realization, i ate out half of the whole time exploring many things,good and bad things..
i met more people, more events, without really understand the meaning of every happenings to me since it 'attend' into my life. and why it come into my life. some of the ugly sides i'd seem before strengthen the feeling. it messed up my mind.
i was confused. ''how could this be?''
some reaction outside jump in just doesnt belonging.
weeks later, i found the solution in the newspaper, i gonna enhance my emotional intelligence better to see it clear. maybe i'm just too sensitive. maybe i should change to view this. gonna learn from this lesson, not this person. gonna see through.
also,i gain lots of travels and happy moments.. pulau ketam, friend's party, lauyat, penang trip, MIFF, FRIM and hijjas kasturi's resident. quite happy in the penang trip,in its heritage walk.cant forget penang famous chulia street, cendoo, temples, etc..
then everything flash in high accerelation when time allow its first drop fall into month of march. things come in unexpected. MIFF is an accident bought in by my bro. it wasnt a bad thing but i missed one lecture.the best thing is that i met many stuffs, interior artistic tools, furniture,interior and architecture bks,mag and so on there.
then comes to beautiful saturday trip. it's amazing. FRIM has the most 3D-in-touch jungle i'd been before. the 4 four layers of trees, the seeds, the living habitants i'd seem in the museums. but the cameron highlands is more precious since we had lots of fun beside the waterfall. the whole trip is more on education and learning. thanks to our lecture's planing on all this. next, we had our foot print on hijja's walkway. if you hav your eyes on the tiles along walkway, you'll noticed the tile is different from those outside the door, nor it hav special shape, but the arrangement, it actually show the direction(up,right) to the owner's house. it was fun when i found it. the gallery's unique design is like hiding some treasure underground, and allow some natural light from the center shine through the gallery just practise the space more perfectly. the house, for me, like a building taking out of the magazine. the whole view is sharp but delicate, mild. near the pool, the dining area, the best place for relaxing, for old couple to stay, for old friends to meet, for you to have a cup of coffee, definately not for a business man to shout a single word here interupting the inner connection of the whole picture.

it was a nice day,because the nice trip,because the nice end,
because,i reach my home.. =)

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17.2.04


meetings, are the beginnings of partings.
many people, events, come and leave.
it come to your world, let it go when is time.
enjoy happenings around, there is more meetings, waiting.

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I wandered Lonely As A Cloud

12.2.04


I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed--and gazed--but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

-----William Wordsworth

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9.2.04


life is short,
are you still finding its meaning,
or create your own.

soften your heart,
brighten the rest and sacrifice,
don't wish life reward will be.

be solid,
be flexible,
nobody could read your mind.

remain your past,
erase sadness,
life, isn't complete.

what you create,
what creates you,
you choose or god will.

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