i feeling bad when reading some of my classmates blog, it's partly expressing their grey mood, blue mood.. i hope if i could help..
obviously, i've changed myself alot recently, and i realise it's a good change which i should have done earlier on, but then it happen now to solve all my problems in mind that i suppose to have, renew my thinking to everything surround, and the most important thing is, my 'stress' level had successfully cut down to 20% of which i had before (or maybe less!).
i started to see whats the essence in life, and i change my lifestyle to achieve something call happiness. before, i thought that perfection is the essence of life, i've tried to achieve it according to my ability until i saw nothing in return but sadness, and barriers keep coming. and finally, i decided to let go this feeling. whatever it is, i dont gonna care thoroughly anymore, as long as i have done what i suppose to, i have managing myself to do what i could in time, nomore forcing sleepless night.. i kept the midnight oil to burn on the next morning.. =) and use the extra time to be a happy person i used to be.
as what prof tajudin said:' time is like a river, it keeps flowing on without you realise how fast it is, and one day you hav to stop it and see what is going on in your life, what's wrong when it flow along...'
maybe this is what happen to me past few weeks as something force me to stop a while and i start to see other things around,which i dont often 'see' before, my friends around, my housemates, and dont just look straight, there's more things around you. keep seeing, experiencing my life, not in the old chain i used to be. happiness is the top priority in doing something.
maybe my housemate was right, ''after gone through the tough scars in life, that means something better is nearer to you, there's never hardship all the way.'' and when you see something better, because you mean to see it, because you are not the person you were before.
for now, i m satisfy with my life, i m happy with it, i dont stuck myself for complicated thoughts, as i have all my friends with me, i own the best treasure in life, what else should i ask for. good thing never long last, but i hope i could extent. take care.
obviously, i've changed myself alot recently, and i realise it's a good change which i should have done earlier on, but then it happen now to solve all my problems in mind that i suppose to have, renew my thinking to everything surround, and the most important thing is, my 'stress' level had successfully cut down to 20% of which i had before (or maybe less!).
i started to see whats the essence in life, and i change my lifestyle to achieve something call happiness. before, i thought that perfection is the essence of life, i've tried to achieve it according to my ability until i saw nothing in return but sadness, and barriers keep coming. and finally, i decided to let go this feeling. whatever it is, i dont gonna care thoroughly anymore, as long as i have done what i suppose to, i have managing myself to do what i could in time, nomore forcing sleepless night.. i kept the midnight oil to burn on the next morning.. =) and use the extra time to be a happy person i used to be.
as what prof tajudin said:' time is like a river, it keeps flowing on without you realise how fast it is, and one day you hav to stop it and see what is going on in your life, what's wrong when it flow along...'
maybe this is what happen to me past few weeks as something force me to stop a while and i start to see other things around,which i dont often 'see' before, my friends around, my housemates, and dont just look straight, there's more things around you. keep seeing, experiencing my life, not in the old chain i used to be. happiness is the top priority in doing something.
maybe my housemate was right, ''after gone through the tough scars in life, that means something better is nearer to you, there's never hardship all the way.'' and when you see something better, because you mean to see it, because you are not the person you were before.
for now, i m satisfy with my life, i m happy with it, i dont stuck myself for complicated thoughts, as i have all my friends with me, i own the best treasure in life, what else should i ask for. good thing never long last, but i hope i could extent. take care.
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