life · sail

i cant stand being depressed for so long. it's meaningless to trap oneself from moving on. i cant live in that trauma forever.
i'm ready to be responsible for it, start my life bravely with all i have.
upsetting my past and future will only block me from encouraging my present.
i hv to raise up fast enough after falling.
and wake up, from her dream, finally.

although i'm still unclear, somehow i know i should hv the brave to encourage myself to move upon the worst situation ever.
no one ever know what they ll meet every corner.
but once i was blocked from the direction doesnt mean i cant get move on from another direction.
i shouldnt cut off chances to hope.
don dare to hope for better but want to try out all way so that my present hv least possible to become a regret past.

i start to love simpler life.
if there was only one thing i worry now, it's a life without dreams.
it's not a definite good thing when i stop worry about my future like before.
perhaps i ll become less flexible, perhaps i become less adventurous.
it was my fear in the past, i did not like to stick to old plans.
i cant believe i move to this stage and look like i'll be enjoyed with these.
my brain is reforming my near future plans, i hv no single clue or will to deny its changes.
it's all so different now.
simple, peaceful and lovely days is listed as top priority when any change were taken into consideration, not tiring and failing in life which look like i'm wasting up my energy.

i think i ll hv a clear mind and know which direction to move on,
and stand by for the next challenge task with all i have now.
i really got to try out confidently.

i dun wan to be a sad person.
i can see myself climbing up now.

appreciate the people you care the most,
make them happy every moment when u hv the chance to.
Don’t invest your energy in hopes of leaving; instead invest your energy in the people around you.

Labels: 2008, Self-confusion