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make life a series of lovely days

25.7.08


today, what am i looking for? what is that?
the biggest fear of Vicky,
have she done everything of her dreams..??
is she done?

everything presents the way it were before, but why
what i see does not mean the same as what i saw anymore.
if I were to experience this again.. it would still be terrifying.

yes, I never sound like this before,
this isnt me,
i'm unfamilar with this inner soul.
what bring part of me away?
there is no way i could yell it out,
i'm totally imcomplete when these took place,
staring at the void of me, nothing else, just void.

now, i'm fine, thanks to people who bring warmness to my life,
great great distance from my yesterday adventure,
goodbye to the histories,
board me to another journey, it's cold and dark waiting at the doorway.
so dark.

changes are as promised
and no similar mistake
will replace the void

look closely to what i have now
carry on with what's left
hopefully a complete one

以前生命中, 深信不疑的那些价值,开始更动
旧的模式突然的就被摧毁
心渴望自由,但现在却卡住了
好像行过地狱的荒野,寻找着真正的自由
現在,心不想再处在控制和占有里,不想丧失本心的美感
必须去面对,才能从中解脱

只有懂得放下过去的人,才能漂亮的走向下一步

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posted by Vicky
18:31

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